I'm listening to Nature Boy right now - probably a shitty thing to listen to after a funeral but it somehow reminds me of a lighter side of life, despite the cold dissonance. "The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." I'd kill to have that movie with me right now. I do have Cars though, heh. How am I? A few have asked... I suppose I'm alright. My mom is very despondent. It did snow here today though after being in the upper 60s yesterday. She nailed me at least 5 times. And we laughed hysterically. It was very nice to see her in that kind of mood. My dad got sick so of course everyone thought he was 'gonna die.' I really think he's going to knock the head off of the next person who asks him if he's okay. Joe, my brother (yes, I have one) got cheese so he's pleased. I got cheese too. Just something about Wisconsin - you have to get cheese and fish on Friday. I've fallen back (quickly) into being my alcoholic self after being sober for over four months. And honestly, I think I'm better this way as terrible a habit as my intake might be. At least my mood is less irritable and I'm working more on the company. I'm a lot more relaxed. If the doctors can't do it than fine, the alcohol will. I have no shame. ^_^
So in light of alcohol, my grandfather's passing, a long day of snow and dealing with estranged relatives I give you page 14. Page 15 will be up on Monday. Since we've fallen badly behind on Buzzcomix there won't be more than your regularly scheduled updates next week. ^_- Gee, you might want to vote! JK. Love you guys. Thanks to everyone who sent their thoughts and offered their ears. Like I said, we were very close and yes, this has been the fucking icing on the cake of my year but if I've learned one thing over the last three years it's to power on through, as usual.
See you Monday.
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Well, first I'd like to wish everyone a happy thanksgiving. I'm going to be going home on Friday of this week so anyone in SA who'd like to say hi to Keitarou and me better gimme a call or gimme a number where I can call you. I won't have very much time so please understand if I can't see everyone.
Not much to say tonight. ^_^ Been rather busy with school and finding a job and everything else in between. I'm sure I'll have a lot to talk about (or I should say, bitch about) when I go home this weekend to SA. ^_^ So until then, eat mass amounts of turkey for me!